Friday, September 04, 2009

Maria

Four pounds of wasting muscle
of hair long for the groomer
she'll never see

her teeth gone of age
and her museum spine
clothed in thinning skin.

A fiery throat of bile
upon the night
and
upon the morn

chicken and rice
returned in puddles
mixed of medicine
smelling of hell
on the stairs.

Still she breaths
and in her eyes
that proverbial light
asking not of mercy
but only love

as the time comes
near
when love is all
there is to give.

14 comments:

S. said...

"...when love is all there is to give."

Among the many poignant phrases within, this one in particular, may be one of the most powerful collection of words you've offered up thus far.

Its impact is staggering.

Autumn said...

So sorry to hear this news. My heart goes out to you all. Love and hugs.

Unknown said...

Still she breaths
and in her eyes
that proverbial light
asking not of mercy
but only love

Beautiful Tree
Smiles and Hugs,
Sue

Trée said...

S., I've had too many days in this space between medicine and heaven. I pour my vase upon them but I am growing weary and old and tired and my vase is not as full as it once was and what has been given has not been returned.

Thank you for your kind words.

Trée said...

Autumn, I'll keep you updated. Thanks for checking in.

Trée said...

Thanks Sue. Hope and trust you are doing well. Thanks for stopping by.

Agnes said...

Bless her. Love is surely something she has never been without. It is hope and fun and kindness and warmth that she has known in this life. A lucky life it has been.
I hope there is mercy when sleep comes....for you all.
You know the well of love that I send to you now.
Hugs.
Aggie

Trée said...

Thanks Aggie. I know how much you love animals because I know how much I love them. Thanks for stopping by.

Autumn said...

From my Maria
"Tell Trée to give all my love to the doggy"
She remembers her well from the Ceru commentary.

Trée said...

Tell Maria I said thanks. I forgot she made a cameo in those YouTube commentaries.

Anonymous said...

I haven't been to this space (your place) for so long (you know why *sigh*)and I am ashamed I could allow something to stop me from reading your beautiful words.Forgive me.

I know this 'chicken and rice' business. I know this feeling of helplessness so well.
Sometimes when we feel something so deeply, words shine brighter still.As yours do now.

Trée said...

SarahA, so nice to see you again. Your kind words are very much appreciated. Thank you. :-)

Woman in a Window said...

I read beyond the words too often. I read four pounds as one hundred and forty or perhaps eighty. I missed the picture and saw a woman, thin, frail, trying at the stairs. It might as well be. They touch us as deeply regardless, human or other.

Love to Maria and strength to you.

Trée said...

Thanks Erin. She is still hanging in there. How, I don't know.